Yesterday...I went to Sandcastle. Man is my face burned like whoa. My sinus cavity areas are all puffed out! Sexy kinda...no.

I also went to the Better off Dead show on Saturday \m/. Re-met a friend: Gina Owens..and Tom and Bill are cool.

School in 5 fucking days. Yeahhh I'm no longer in Chad and Brad and Sara White's homeroom:( So sad, so sad. mmm..yeah I'm not ready. Eff. I'm probably forgetting tons of things that I need done.

Whatever...

Hmm..what else is new? I don't think much of anything. I think I'm going to turn in my job application today. Woo.

I perplex myself so much. I could tell you the kind of guy I want, and then have him before me, but then I have no emotion towards them. WHAT! Not good, not good that better change. Really.

I hope there's a storm soon, I like those :) .

Lessa's planning on taking me to the club Ceremony. Oh my, oh my. She tells me there's pretty people there, though. Maybe I'll join her band lol..I'll either play the kazoo, the tamborine..or ill SING! nah nah

AHhh I ''made'' a shirt the other day. I worked on it for 5 hours!...represents Glassjaw \m/. It's about 60% cool. MMM Daryl..

I've been trying to get into my school sleeping routine. Definitely not workin out considering the fact my bed time isnt til 7AM. I was so exhausted from sandcastle that I fell asleep at 9.30 then woke up at 3. I was all excited cause i could probably wak eup about 6...so when I fell asleep at 4 I didnt wake up til 11.30! Damn bitch ass alarm! So i probably wont sleep for a few days..just to wear myself out...

Well I dont have too much to say besides yeah...and I love my English Boys.

im really mad!!!! i hate being in this house, i really do. too bad no one ever does anything in this god forsaken town! im so in another state after high school..anyone care to join me?

yeah well i decided to lighten up my hair a little bit. so i did that today.

god...

okay so im going to a show friday. yeah. its 7 hours long...and i guess im going to be gone all day??...i dont know i dont know i dont know. i just feel angry and had to type something.

MMmm I guess I had a bit more to say:

Alexis' party Sunday! It was a nice time, I enjoyed it. Then I stayed over Jess's...Brad and Chad came over, we watched Dahmer together, then went swimming at 2AM. It was great...That movie really grows on you. Brad hated it with a raving passion, though. Todd Hogan: the actor looks like you a lot. Then around 3 Jess and I went over to the boys' house and watched The Attic Expeditions..that movie really grows on you even more than the other one...I guess we got home a little after 5, then Jess and I just talked for 2 hours about things. It was really nice, 2 hour long straight conversations are cool. I was supposed to get up at 8 and leave, but I fell asleep for 3 hours, got up, slept again til 2. I was holy tired all day, that never happens. I like my friends. A lot.

I think I'm forgetting what I came here to say, so maybe I'll just leave. Goodbye.

6AM

Man. I think it's safe to say...people blow. Really, it's insane. I guess there's not much a person can do though, but tolerate it. Whatever...

I'm actually thinking about gettin to bed. Nothing else to do...I need to find out how to get to Ozzfest TODAY! It's urget...and I really need to go. Really.

I'm currently listening to Waterdown. Downloading The Vandals and Strung Out...All I ever do is music, I think. Hmm...Some Handyman is coming in an hour. He messed up my light, I know it. I'm getting in a bad mood now. He's gonna watch me sleep! Great. Great. I hear the birds chirping. I see the blue sky. I prefer night time a great deal...

I want to go to Robinson Towne Center Mall..I just need some clothes...

I know this is really strange...but my shoulders have a different kind of scent than the rest of my body does! I really haven't a clue why..it's the only part of my body that has a scent...whatever.

Scott McCune. I hate you.

Not really.

Oh well, that's all. I might head up to bed now. Probably not..

I can't say that I look forward to my bed..only when I'm about to pass out is when it's sexy to me....quarter til 7AM, by the way..and I re-met a fellow insomniac! Sweet.

I wanted to go to the Better off Dead show yesterday. God dammit I didn't, but I'm aiming for Ozzfest \m/. Mmm..Happy Birthday to my little sister..oh yes. oh yes. I can hardly contain myself.

I've sort of  been hearing a lot of the word like and love lately. Now, where do I stand on that...Hmm, I guess sometimes I think about it a lot, long for it..but most times..I guess I've just gotten used to it...or, whenever I did like someone, it got all fucked up!..and really bad, too! Man, do I suck! Oh well, that passed.

Dave D Piehl is a good, good man.

I dont know  why my hands are so cold all the time, I know it's anemia, I know it. Mwa haha.

What else...I thikn that's about it. Until later~